prepare for my return

I will return to sydney in march. I'm thinking either the 13th or 15th of March, a week and a half before my beloved mother's 60th birthday. My mother's birthday is my main motivation to return home earlier than planned or expected. It's wierd, once i set a date i start living life to the fullest, stop complaining and really enjoy my time. For example, the three months before i left melbourne were the best three months i have ever experienced, even with all the drama, it was worth it.

So far i'm thinking of leaving montreal on the 12th of february, stay in toronto for a week and a half. Leave TO on the 21st or 22nd for Vancouver to see FIONA and my family. Hopefully stay til i leave for Sydney. Lots of planning and saving ahead!

THEN, i shall try and find a job ASAP to save for a trip to melbourne sometime in april!
I will move to melbourne once again in June/July just in time for second semester, hopefully.

That's what i am thinking! My time in montreal is nearly up and just when im starting to really enjoy myself. Always happens that way :)
Pray i don't fall in love, that always happens too!


I'M SO EXCITED TO COME HOME AND SEE EVERYONE!
mainly you!

xxo

you're turning 25..get some balls!

I turn 25 in roughly two weeks and i don't have the confidence to approach girls.

what


the


fuck?!


I seriously need a kick up the ass 'cause i could be getting A LOT of poon right now. Not just mediocre poon, hot poon!
Grow the fuck up! You can do it!

FIONO SEND ME YOUR MOJO!!

the animals i want

GIMME!! HAHAHHA RAGDOLL I WANT I WANT!!

FRENCH BULLDOG!! I WANT IT I WANT IT!!!!

EEEEEEEKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! sooo cute!! HAHAHAHAHHAHAHAAAAAAAAAAAAA!! I WANT IT I WANT IT!!!!

BRITISH BLUE SHORT HAIR!! EEEEEEEEEEEEEEEP!!!

converted

DELICIOUS!!

i love montreal for the following reasons:

- poutine

-poutine at 2am

-the diversity

-hearing french and not being able to understand

-everyone speaks english but prefer to speak french

-the cafés and bar's

- the food (not just poutine)

- the girls

- the music/art/film scene

-the lame hipsters

-how there's never a dull moment in the gay village (my town!)

- the bike lanes

- the parks!

-my love/ hate relationship with montreal, i fucking hate montreal!

soundtrack: undo-bjork

thank you

you do not know this but i have to say i value your friendship. each email i receive from you warms my heart and instantly puts a smile to my face. i dont care what i hear or read i think you're one of the most amazing people i have ever known. i love how i am able to tell you anything without embarrassment or worry that i have given too much of myself. you make me feel comfortable.

i love you i love you i love you i love you!
i want you to have everything!
i miss you a lot!
i am counting down the days when ill be able to see you again!
i love you i love you i love you i love you!

boring-lyrics time

C'MERE
by interpol

It's way too late
to be this locked inside ourselves
The trouble is that you're in love with someone else
It should be me.
Oh, it should be me
Your sacred parts, your getaways
You come along on summer days
Tenderly, tastefully
And so may, we make time
Try to find somebody else
This place is mine
You said today, you know exactly how I feel
I have my doubts little girl
I'm in love with something real
It could be me, that's changing
And so may, we make time
To try and find somebody else
Who has a line
Now seasoned with health
Two lovers walk a lakeside mile
Try pleasing with stealth, rodeo
See what stands long ending fast
Oh, how I love you in the evenings
When we are sleeping
We are sleeping.
Oh, we are sleeping
And so may, we make time
We try to find somebody else
Who has a line
Now seasoned with health
Two lovers walk a lakeside mile
Try pleasing with stealth,
See what stands long, oh ending fast


one of my favourite songs

misery

i spoke to my parents last night and it broke my heart. basically my mother was trying to convince me to not move to melbourne when i return from canada. my father has a new job working 11pm til 7am monday to friday, which means my mother is all alone the majority of the time. she's lonely...and it broke my heart to tell her that i couldnt..i just cant live in sydney, my life is in melbourne i am happy in melbourne.

to top things off my brother told me that my father has high blood pressure and diabeites. GAH!! i feel like flying home and hugging them and staying forever to take care of them and to make things better. but the sad thing is, i can't.....

when will it get better for us all?! i cannot believe i was convinced the second half of 2007 was going to be amazing.