i am currently working at the crappiest job i have had in a long time. i miss making coffee and drinking it. i am in telesales, basically a call centre job is the only job a non bilingual person can get in montreal, but its okay, itll pay the rent and fund a few things. i only plan to be there til september, the month i am looking forward to the most and here is why:
1) BJORK! interpol, metric, peter bjorn and john, MIA in toronto
2) toronto! i do like that town and i get to hang out with my little nephew, i miss him a lot!
3) JAN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
4) NEW YORK WITH JAN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
5) RILO KILEY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
6) BJORK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! AGAIN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! MURHAHAHAHAHAAAAAA!!!
yes, september is going to fun fun!
pride in montreal this weekend. boo.
i have photos but im too lazy to upload, maybe another day when it isnt too hot!
x
Wednesday, July 25, 2007
Sunday, July 15, 2007
Rules & Etiquette
pizza and beer is a fantastic idea for a viewing party!!If you wish, at anytime to join me in some sort of marathon or viewing party, ie buffy the vampire slayer, arrested development, grey's anatomy, here are a few simple rules and suggestions!
1) Make sure you've done your homework.
- no one likes someone (especially me) who's come in mid-season (if a film, coming over halfway through or hasn't watched the prequeals or sequels) or wasn't into the previous seasons and has no idea what's going on. if this does happen (the past has taught me it's a pretty common thing) please make sure to ask all questions during commerical break, toilet breaks, all the fucking breaks or if you are unable to do so, write the fucking questions down, eat the brié and shut the fuck up!
- after the question and answer time go to the video store or check out youtube.com and watch the episodes you've missed.
2) View all episodes and seasons in order. Strictly NO JUMPING!
(unless there is a valid reason to do so, ie the urge to watch a particular episode like charlize theron in arrested development or the musical episode of buffy)
- Television shows have an order for a reason, it makes it easier to follow storylines..again if you have not completed your homework please refer to rule 1.
3) Questions and Answers.
- If attending a viewing party of a television show that is currently being aired on television and you have missed the previous week, it is okay to ask questions before the show has actually started so you will not be "lost" on the crucial events that went down the previous week.
- If unclear about the plot after question and answer time, asking questions during commerical breaks is approriate.
4) NO TALKING!
- When the show is playing please keep talking to a minimum. When a person or persons have a conversation during the show important dialogue usually is not heard and can be very annoying. This usually leads to grumpy people and we don't want that now do we?
- Please save the talking for breaks.
5) Witty Comments Are Welcome.
- Okay, i know i made it very clear with the "no talking", but there's always an exception. Everyone likes fun and an easy going environment! Witty comments are usually a breath of fresh air when it comes to drama's or stupid comedy's. The funnier the more cheese and wine you will be given!
- Timing is the key to laughs! No one likes a joker with a 10 minute delay!
6) Food and Beverages
- Cheese, crackers, anti pasto and wine is usually a winner, but don't be afraid to get creative! I suggest a quiché, apple pie with iced cream, cakes, tarts (the pastries although a little sluttyness never goes astray, might be good for the after viewing party) , dumplings (everyone likes a little msg!), sushi, coffee...okay maybe i should stop we're talking about food, my one true love i could go on forever while nawing on arm that belongs to the man next to me!
- Beer is also a favourite beverage, fruit punch or a blender for smoothies! Now, i can see that as a hit!
7) Comfortable Seating
- When hosting a viewing party it is very important to know how many people are planing on turning up in order to organise the living room arrangement. Make sure you have plenty of room and seating for your loved ones. No one likes having to sit on the hard cold ground (in turn, their hearts will turn hard and cold...TOWARDS YOU! not to mention their ass) or having to squish 4 people on a 2 seater .
- Pillows and blankets make the seating area more comfortable and cosy!
8) Internet.
- Make sure you have the internet connected and welcome everyone to log onto their myspaces for extra entertainment! (oh and to help reduce the bordem of the movie/show).
- Laughing at some poor sod's bullietin post or filling out a survey together brings friends and family closer!
- Also, the internet is helpful to shut the pie hole of every know-it-all in the room. i hate those fuckers! they are usually incorrect...unless that person is me but that's because i fail at life.
9) Time Management.
- No one likes a late person. 15-30 minutes is an okay time to be late, to me, that's even pushing it. Everyone sets a time for a reason and that reason is not to let you know the start time is the time for you to get out of bed and have a shower.
- If you are late make sure you let someone know and make up a story. Everyone loves stories.
10) Carpool.
- A car can usually fit 4 other people in it. Save the environment!
These are a simple guide line for everyone, so they are able to enjoy viewing parties more than usual! If you find a friend or family member does not obide by the rules above, i don't think there is anything wrong with a little ass kicking, i mean they fucking asked for it!
xx
1) Make sure you've done your homework.
- no one likes someone (especially me) who's come in mid-season (if a film, coming over halfway through or hasn't watched the prequeals or sequels) or wasn't into the previous seasons and has no idea what's going on. if this does happen (the past has taught me it's a pretty common thing) please make sure to ask all questions during commerical break, toilet breaks, all the fucking breaks or if you are unable to do so, write the fucking questions down, eat the brié and shut the fuck up!
- after the question and answer time go to the video store or check out youtube.com and watch the episodes you've missed.
2) View all episodes and seasons in order. Strictly NO JUMPING!
(unless there is a valid reason to do so, ie the urge to watch a particular episode like charlize theron in arrested development or the musical episode of buffy)
- Television shows have an order for a reason, it makes it easier to follow storylines..again if you have not completed your homework please refer to rule 1.
3) Questions and Answers.
- If attending a viewing party of a television show that is currently being aired on television and you have missed the previous week, it is okay to ask questions before the show has actually started so you will not be "lost" on the crucial events that went down the previous week.
- If unclear about the plot after question and answer time, asking questions during commerical breaks is approriate.
4) NO TALKING!
- When the show is playing please keep talking to a minimum. When a person or persons have a conversation during the show important dialogue usually is not heard and can be very annoying. This usually leads to grumpy people and we don't want that now do we?
- Please save the talking for breaks.
5) Witty Comments Are Welcome.
- Okay, i know i made it very clear with the "no talking", but there's always an exception. Everyone likes fun and an easy going environment! Witty comments are usually a breath of fresh air when it comes to drama's or stupid comedy's. The funnier the more cheese and wine you will be given!
- Timing is the key to laughs! No one likes a joker with a 10 minute delay!
6) Food and Beverages
- Cheese, crackers, anti pasto and wine is usually a winner, but don't be afraid to get creative! I suggest a quiché, apple pie with iced cream, cakes, tarts (the pastries although a little sluttyness never goes astray, might be good for the after viewing party) , dumplings (everyone likes a little msg!), sushi, coffee...okay maybe i should stop we're talking about food, my one true love i could go on forever while nawing on arm that belongs to the man next to me!
- Beer is also a favourite beverage, fruit punch or a blender for smoothies! Now, i can see that as a hit!
7) Comfortable Seating
- When hosting a viewing party it is very important to know how many people are planing on turning up in order to organise the living room arrangement. Make sure you have plenty of room and seating for your loved ones. No one likes having to sit on the hard cold ground (in turn, their hearts will turn hard and cold...TOWARDS YOU! not to mention their ass) or having to squish 4 people on a 2 seater .
- Pillows and blankets make the seating area more comfortable and cosy!
8) Internet.
- Make sure you have the internet connected and welcome everyone to log onto their myspaces for extra entertainment! (oh and to help reduce the bordem of the movie/show).
- Laughing at some poor sod's bullietin post or filling out a survey together brings friends and family closer!
- Also, the internet is helpful to shut the pie hole of every know-it-all in the room. i hate those fuckers! they are usually incorrect...unless that person is me but that's because i fail at life.
9) Time Management.
- No one likes a late person. 15-30 minutes is an okay time to be late, to me, that's even pushing it. Everyone sets a time for a reason and that reason is not to let you know the start time is the time for you to get out of bed and have a shower.
- If you are late make sure you let someone know and make up a story. Everyone loves stories.
10) Carpool.
- A car can usually fit 4 other people in it. Save the environment!
These are a simple guide line for everyone, so they are able to enjoy viewing parties more than usual! If you find a friend or family member does not obide by the rules above, i don't think there is anything wrong with a little ass kicking, i mean they fucking asked for it!
xx
Tuesday, July 3, 2007
photo messages from family
by julie. yum!
one of many from taylor! luff
my pseudo..i love you.yewww hewwww!
i miss you.
my house
Hi! i moved into my new place on sunday and i am going crazy without the internet or a television.
living area/kitchen
hallway 
nice big bathtub
scary basement, i refuse to go downstairs!
my bedroom door
wall #1
my door/window facing the backyard
wall #2
wall #2 & 3
the end. i need a job bad im so bored! Wednesday, June 27, 2007
family (not melbourne family, family family)
woah! this time next year there will be 3 new additions to the alzona family (4 if you are including nicole marrying into the family, but i already think of her as part of the family). pam is pregnant with possibily twins (she was pregnant with twins last time but unfortunely one passed away, so she's refusing to believe she's carrying twins until two babies come out) and now i have just learnt that elrica is 8 weeks pregnant and will be returning home in august from london.
about time! joe and elrica's baby will be sooo cute! i hope it's a girl with really cool hair. elrica is chinese you see! CUTE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
at family gatherings (whenever that'll happen next! looks like my mother, father and myself will be the only ones from the alzona family that will be present for josh's wedding..this makes me sad) i will be the only one without a partner or a child. yes, i am the loser, the black sheep if you will...if only my life were a movie, because if it were i would end up falling in love with the greatest, most beautiful person! ahh..if only...
i watched a docoumentry tonight about the chinese government it made me depressed. i should never watch things like that it makes me want to change the world and i cannot.
about time! joe and elrica's baby will be sooo cute! i hope it's a girl with really cool hair. elrica is chinese you see! CUTE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
at family gatherings (whenever that'll happen next! looks like my mother, father and myself will be the only ones from the alzona family that will be present for josh's wedding..this makes me sad) i will be the only one without a partner or a child. yes, i am the loser, the black sheep if you will...if only my life were a movie, because if it were i would end up falling in love with the greatest, most beautiful person! ahh..if only...
i watched a docoumentry tonight about the chinese government it made me depressed. i should never watch things like that it makes me want to change the world and i cannot.
Wednesday, June 20, 2007
jonathon cainer
SCORPIO
THURSDAY 21ST
People sometimes travel half way round the world in an attempt to find something special. When they get back, they realise that it has been on their own doorstep all along. Our intuition cannot always address us directly, we have to glimpse it out of the corner of our eye. When it stands in front of us, jumping up and down for our attention, it somehow becomes invisible! You are now making a wonderful discovery. Don't worry about the convoluted route you are taking towards this.
SCORPIO
WEEK STARTING JUNE 16TH
It is time for a very serious conversation. Now I know what you are thinking. You are thinking that all your conversations are serious. You simply don't do bubbly banter. Even when apparently engaged in trivial chatter, you are forever processing information of great import. Still, though, one topic has not been touched on. A subject has been side-stepped because of the intense reaction that it is likely to provoke. This week, though, it must be dealt with. If not for your sake, then for the sake of someone you care about. Only when facts are faced and truths honestly exchanged, can there be real positive progress towards a better future
SCORPIO
MONTH OF JUNE
If there's one thing worse than being wrong, it's being right about something, only to wish you were wrong! One reason why we do not always listen to our own intuition is that we cannot stand to hear what it is telling us. Self-deception is a more comfortable state of mind to be in. When the truth comes out, we say, 'I KNEW that'. You did. But you couldn't accept it. You've got a feeling about something or someone now. It is easy to argue yourself out of this. There's little that's logical to support your suspicion. But whether most of your hunches in June are positive or negative, you ought to acknowledge them. And respect them.
SCORPIO
2007 HOROSCOPE
Comet McNaught may this year, live right up to its name and bring you plenty of nothing. There will, though, be truly plenty... and it will certainly seem like something when it is all happening!
The rare astrological omen is now passing through the sector of your sky that governs intellect and interest, commerce and communication, transport and travel, sibling synergy and peer group pressure. That's a broad field. One phrase, though, sums it all up. Things that you never have to stop thinking about. Topics that require vast amounts of concentration and conversation yet which never really resolve. Hence my suggestion that you'll encounter plenty of nothing!
Much, at the end of the year, may remain as it was at the beginning - in the physical sense. In between the two times, though, you look set to be taken on one heck of a journey during which major attitudes alter for evermore.
Think of 2007 like a lake. Calm and still, the deeper you go. Covered in wild ripples, though, whenever the wind blows. That comet heralds a big breeze for the next few months at least! It will blow away cobwebs of complacency. It will also remove dusty doubts and musty misgivings about what you are supposed to be doing with your life - and where you are supposed to be while you do it - and who with. Here comes certainty after a long phase of restlessness. Here comes a deep sense of belonging. And as for security, both emotional and material... read on!
YOUR LOVE LIFE
A mysterious force in distant space makes our entire solar system rotate. Pluto now aligns with that 'Galactic Centre'. Meanwhile, a bright comet has appeared. 2007 will be a stunning year. Here's what it means for your love life.
Pluto's historic alignment with the Galactic Centre takes place in the part of your chart that governs security. The theme of the year is 'finding your rightful place in the world'.
Prepare to move ever further from situations that have been destabilising you. You really won't have to fight to hold crucial relationships and involvements together. You will feel protected and cared for. Of course there will be times of tension too. Love is not all about cosiness and safety. It's about learning to cope with what occurs when the 'sharp edge' of your personality meets the 'cutting edge' of another person's. This is no regrettable side effect of close involvement. It's the area where the real merging magic happens. Or, at least, it is as long as both individuals are willing to learn from life and from each other. When, though, two people let precedent and tradition dominate their coexistence, they can seriously stunt each other's growth.
For example, when you want to change something in your world... but your partner doesn't want you to. Or when your loved one says, 'I've changed my mind', and all you can think of is how insistent they used to be about their previous position. Then a relationship, no matter how warm, becomes a deep freeze for the spirit.
Comet McNaught this year, though, insists that soon you will be able to speak and listen more honestly and lovingly than ever before. So whatever needs to move WILL move. And your love life will benefit enormously at every level.
YOUR WEALTH
So many awkward factors have presented themselves in 2006 that you suspect life really can't have many more difficulties left with which to challenge you this year. You are right! You have been through more than enough for a while at least.
You are moving into a phase where life, on the material plane at least, is relatively calm. I'm not suggesting that you're going to end up completely taking it easy. It's not in your nature to lay that far back. But I do predict time to draw breath after some extremely exhausting escapades - and a chance to simplify some of the hopelessly complicated situations that have arisen.
Pluto co-rules your sign, alongside Mars. Pluto moves slowly. It gets 'lapped' by Mars on the zodiac track, once every couple of years. That's what happens at the start of 2007 and it is a strong symbolic suggestion of harmony twixt head and heart and thus, a real chance to strengthen your material position. The year ends with Jupiter, planet of magnificence and munificence forming a conjunction to Pluto in the same sector of the sky. It all happens at a point that aligns with what we call 'The Galactic Centre'. For Scorpios, this heavenly hotspot happens to be in your house of money. Poor, you won't be in 2007. Uninspired you won't be either.
A new comet in your house of intelligence and invention promises a project that both pleases you and proves positively practical.
THURSDAY 21ST
People sometimes travel half way round the world in an attempt to find something special. When they get back, they realise that it has been on their own doorstep all along. Our intuition cannot always address us directly, we have to glimpse it out of the corner of our eye. When it stands in front of us, jumping up and down for our attention, it somehow becomes invisible! You are now making a wonderful discovery. Don't worry about the convoluted route you are taking towards this.
SCORPIO
WEEK STARTING JUNE 16TH
It is time for a very serious conversation. Now I know what you are thinking. You are thinking that all your conversations are serious. You simply don't do bubbly banter. Even when apparently engaged in trivial chatter, you are forever processing information of great import. Still, though, one topic has not been touched on. A subject has been side-stepped because of the intense reaction that it is likely to provoke. This week, though, it must be dealt with. If not for your sake, then for the sake of someone you care about. Only when facts are faced and truths honestly exchanged, can there be real positive progress towards a better future
SCORPIO
MONTH OF JUNE
If there's one thing worse than being wrong, it's being right about something, only to wish you were wrong! One reason why we do not always listen to our own intuition is that we cannot stand to hear what it is telling us. Self-deception is a more comfortable state of mind to be in. When the truth comes out, we say, 'I KNEW that'. You did. But you couldn't accept it. You've got a feeling about something or someone now. It is easy to argue yourself out of this. There's little that's logical to support your suspicion. But whether most of your hunches in June are positive or negative, you ought to acknowledge them. And respect them.
SCORPIO
2007 HOROSCOPE
Comet McNaught may this year, live right up to its name and bring you plenty of nothing. There will, though, be truly plenty... and it will certainly seem like something when it is all happening!
The rare astrological omen is now passing through the sector of your sky that governs intellect and interest, commerce and communication, transport and travel, sibling synergy and peer group pressure. That's a broad field. One phrase, though, sums it all up. Things that you never have to stop thinking about. Topics that require vast amounts of concentration and conversation yet which never really resolve. Hence my suggestion that you'll encounter plenty of nothing!
Much, at the end of the year, may remain as it was at the beginning - in the physical sense. In between the two times, though, you look set to be taken on one heck of a journey during which major attitudes alter for evermore.
Think of 2007 like a lake. Calm and still, the deeper you go. Covered in wild ripples, though, whenever the wind blows. That comet heralds a big breeze for the next few months at least! It will blow away cobwebs of complacency. It will also remove dusty doubts and musty misgivings about what you are supposed to be doing with your life - and where you are supposed to be while you do it - and who with. Here comes certainty after a long phase of restlessness. Here comes a deep sense of belonging. And as for security, both emotional and material... read on!
YOUR LOVE LIFE
A mysterious force in distant space makes our entire solar system rotate. Pluto now aligns with that 'Galactic Centre'. Meanwhile, a bright comet has appeared. 2007 will be a stunning year. Here's what it means for your love life.
Pluto's historic alignment with the Galactic Centre takes place in the part of your chart that governs security. The theme of the year is 'finding your rightful place in the world'.
Prepare to move ever further from situations that have been destabilising you. You really won't have to fight to hold crucial relationships and involvements together. You will feel protected and cared for. Of course there will be times of tension too. Love is not all about cosiness and safety. It's about learning to cope with what occurs when the 'sharp edge' of your personality meets the 'cutting edge' of another person's. This is no regrettable side effect of close involvement. It's the area where the real merging magic happens. Or, at least, it is as long as both individuals are willing to learn from life and from each other. When, though, two people let precedent and tradition dominate their coexistence, they can seriously stunt each other's growth.
For example, when you want to change something in your world... but your partner doesn't want you to. Or when your loved one says, 'I've changed my mind', and all you can think of is how insistent they used to be about their previous position. Then a relationship, no matter how warm, becomes a deep freeze for the spirit.
Comet McNaught this year, though, insists that soon you will be able to speak and listen more honestly and lovingly than ever before. So whatever needs to move WILL move. And your love life will benefit enormously at every level.
YOUR WEALTH
So many awkward factors have presented themselves in 2006 that you suspect life really can't have many more difficulties left with which to challenge you this year. You are right! You have been through more than enough for a while at least.
You are moving into a phase where life, on the material plane at least, is relatively calm. I'm not suggesting that you're going to end up completely taking it easy. It's not in your nature to lay that far back. But I do predict time to draw breath after some extremely exhausting escapades - and a chance to simplify some of the hopelessly complicated situations that have arisen.
Pluto co-rules your sign, alongside Mars. Pluto moves slowly. It gets 'lapped' by Mars on the zodiac track, once every couple of years. That's what happens at the start of 2007 and it is a strong symbolic suggestion of harmony twixt head and heart and thus, a real chance to strengthen your material position. The year ends with Jupiter, planet of magnificence and munificence forming a conjunction to Pluto in the same sector of the sky. It all happens at a point that aligns with what we call 'The Galactic Centre'. For Scorpios, this heavenly hotspot happens to be in your house of money. Poor, you won't be in 2007. Uninspired you won't be either.
A new comet in your house of intelligence and invention promises a project that both pleases you and proves positively practical.
Friday, June 15, 2007
loveology
today is the first day of my new life here in montreal. today is the day i realised how much i adore this city and ive only been here for 3 days. ive been mopy and sulking around canada ever since i arrived and that has affected my stay here, i havent really enjoyed myself and havent given the country a chance all because ive been too busy comparing everything to melbourne. i love melbourne, im in love with melbourne and melbourne will always be home to me! my family lives there, my children, my friends, my partners in crime...i love you so much and not being around is really affecting me. but i must fucking stop this stupid behaviour, yes its completely natural to miss the place you affectionly called home for 8-10months. montreal has a certain flare, an energy that i loved as soon as i hopped off the bus i think this is the place i belong right now. i was exploring the plateau and the mile end, i fell in love instanly, there's just something about it, the houses, the stores, cafes and the lovely gentleman who offered his help when he noticed i was a bit lost (i missed the street i wanted all because i was too busy looking around with a hint of glimmer in my eyes). the people here are beautiful, stunning, sexy, friendly and bilingual! i love hearing the combination of french and english whenever i walk down the street!! i can see myself hanging around the plateau and mile end a lot...i wont be living too far away.
so yes, lesson learnt...melbourne is fucking amazing...but montreal could be just as fantastic (maybe even more so) if you just let it!!
all i wish is for the process to hurry up, for me to move in my amazing house and get to know my fabulous housemates a bit more. make my room feel "homely", cook tasty things and create a new "family" (dont worry they wont compare to my melbourne family :). oh, and find that "job" i oh so despeartly need!
julie, all i could say is..i wish you were fucking here with me! i had an amazing cupcake from that cupcake bakery on mont royal..it was tasty. i missed you a little bit extra today. listening to regina and eating cupcakes always does that too me. you are me and i am you.. :(
emma, i wish i were there to give you a hug and a kiss for your 21st. i hate how i am not there to celebrate with you, it would(will be) an amazing night. i miss seeing you everyday doing absolutely nothing. we've only known each other for 3 months but you're already a part of me.
taylor, i miss your jokes, your laugh and the super intelligent conversations you have. yes i miss not knowing what the heck you're talking about! i also miss "yewww hooo...agrgrgagaga".
jan, michael & mandy, i miss your sweetness, your kisses, hugs, sillyness, warmth and the entertaining movie nights and drinking nights at your house.
chris, you've always amazed me with your intelligence and the way you always seem to amuse me whenever you're drunk! "he's suppose to go to the deb to get the money!". or when you were pretending to be a cat on our living room floor!
claudio, i miss your laugh, smile, kindness, the wrong first aid practises annd of course, EAT FACE!!
fiona, there's so much i miss about you! you're such an intelligent person, i've learnt a lot from you! i miss our jokes, dvd marathons, drinking "hot chocolate" from coffee cups at the front of our house waiting "people watching", i miss cooking brunch, i miss waking you up! i miss our walks and chats.
TBONE, you where there for me...always...even when i didnt ask...even when you were swapped with uni work. you where there. i can never ever thank you enough. i love you a lot and wish all good things for you!
leigh, i know things between us have been rough...please know that i love you a lot. you have been part of my melbourne life even before i moved! the thought of losing your friendship makes me weep. i hope things get better for you, that you find what makes you happy, you deserve more than anyone i know. you've brought a lot of happyness, joy, laughs and funtimes in my life. you're pretty cool and i love you.
harriet, you make me laugh...a lot. i also wish all things great for you! you're an amazing girl with great intelligence and talent with whatever you choose to do!
jess & jazzi, i have never ever met anyone like the two of you before nor have i seen hearts as big as yours. you've added an extra spice in my life that i have loved instanly! you make me smile from ear to ear! not to mention make me laugh until my sides hurt!
sarah k, you're an amazing warm person. dont forget that...i wish i could hug you...itll get better. i promise. i love you!
alexia, i have never met a girl with a heart as big as yours. i know we havent spoken in a while but please know that i think of you always. i love you and hope things get better for you.
sophie, annur & mary, i wish i got to know you girls better. the short time we got to hang out i enjoyed immensly! hopefully we'll meet again. keep in touch and dont forget me!
elise, thank you for listening to all my babbling, all my stupidity and sillyness. i thank you...words cannot express how greatful i am to know you. you're heart is so big. you're an amazing person..don't ever let anyone make you think otherwise.
finally,
melbourne i thank you. i thank you for being yourself, for being a city i am comfortable with, comfortable enough to walk the streets at night, to be myself, for making me meet the greatest group of friends anyone could imagine, for making me grow into the person i am, the person i am suppose to be (a vagina loving whore that showers her friends with food), and for making me realise what i want to do for the rest of my life (open up my own cafe).
woah..i did not intend this post to be so, so sappy ! but i guess its a way for me to move onto the next chapter of my life. spending everyday alone tends to make you over analyze everything...i hate being inside my head.
as a side note:
i have an urge to get a new tattoo! hrmm...cupcake on my inner left arm? start my half sleeve of cherry blossoms and koi? or robot on my ribs? meh
"Summer in the city, I'm so lonely lonely lonely
So I went to a protest just to rub up against strangers
And I did feel like coming but I also felt like crying
It doesn't seem so worth it right now "
so yes, lesson learnt...melbourne is fucking amazing...but montreal could be just as fantastic (maybe even more so) if you just let it!!
all i wish is for the process to hurry up, for me to move in my amazing house and get to know my fabulous housemates a bit more. make my room feel "homely", cook tasty things and create a new "family" (dont worry they wont compare to my melbourne family :). oh, and find that "job" i oh so despeartly need!
julie, all i could say is..i wish you were fucking here with me! i had an amazing cupcake from that cupcake bakery on mont royal..it was tasty. i missed you a little bit extra today. listening to regina and eating cupcakes always does that too me. you are me and i am you.. :(
emma, i wish i were there to give you a hug and a kiss for your 21st. i hate how i am not there to celebrate with you, it would(will be) an amazing night. i miss seeing you everyday doing absolutely nothing. we've only known each other for 3 months but you're already a part of me.
taylor, i miss your jokes, your laugh and the super intelligent conversations you have. yes i miss not knowing what the heck you're talking about! i also miss "yewww hooo...agrgrgagaga".
jan, michael & mandy, i miss your sweetness, your kisses, hugs, sillyness, warmth and the entertaining movie nights and drinking nights at your house.
chris, you've always amazed me with your intelligence and the way you always seem to amuse me whenever you're drunk! "he's suppose to go to the deb to get the money!". or when you were pretending to be a cat on our living room floor!
claudio, i miss your laugh, smile, kindness, the wrong first aid practises annd of course, EAT FACE!!
fiona, there's so much i miss about you! you're such an intelligent person, i've learnt a lot from you! i miss our jokes, dvd marathons, drinking "hot chocolate" from coffee cups at the front of our house waiting "people watching", i miss cooking brunch, i miss waking you up! i miss our walks and chats.
TBONE, you where there for me...always...even when i didnt ask...even when you were swapped with uni work. you where there. i can never ever thank you enough. i love you a lot and wish all good things for you!
leigh, i know things between us have been rough...please know that i love you a lot. you have been part of my melbourne life even before i moved! the thought of losing your friendship makes me weep. i hope things get better for you, that you find what makes you happy, you deserve more than anyone i know. you've brought a lot of happyness, joy, laughs and funtimes in my life. you're pretty cool and i love you.
harriet, you make me laugh...a lot. i also wish all things great for you! you're an amazing girl with great intelligence and talent with whatever you choose to do!
jess & jazzi, i have never ever met anyone like the two of you before nor have i seen hearts as big as yours. you've added an extra spice in my life that i have loved instanly! you make me smile from ear to ear! not to mention make me laugh until my sides hurt!
sarah k, you're an amazing warm person. dont forget that...i wish i could hug you...itll get better. i promise. i love you!
alexia, i have never met a girl with a heart as big as yours. i know we havent spoken in a while but please know that i think of you always. i love you and hope things get better for you.
sophie, annur & mary, i wish i got to know you girls better. the short time we got to hang out i enjoyed immensly! hopefully we'll meet again. keep in touch and dont forget me!
elise, thank you for listening to all my babbling, all my stupidity and sillyness. i thank you...words cannot express how greatful i am to know you. you're heart is so big. you're an amazing person..don't ever let anyone make you think otherwise.
finally,
melbourne i thank you. i thank you for being yourself, for being a city i am comfortable with, comfortable enough to walk the streets at night, to be myself, for making me meet the greatest group of friends anyone could imagine, for making me grow into the person i am, the person i am suppose to be (a vagina loving whore that showers her friends with food), and for making me realise what i want to do for the rest of my life (open up my own cafe).
woah..i did not intend this post to be so, so sappy ! but i guess its a way for me to move onto the next chapter of my life. spending everyday alone tends to make you over analyze everything...i hate being inside my head.
as a side note:
i have an urge to get a new tattoo! hrmm...cupcake on my inner left arm? start my half sleeve of cherry blossoms and koi? or robot on my ribs? meh
"Summer in the city, I'm so lonely lonely lonely
So I went to a protest just to rub up against strangers
And I did feel like coming but I also felt like crying
It doesn't seem so worth it right now "
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